you certainly wouldn't understand

how much I want to come and sit beside you

but I can't.. but I decided to stop

not shy, I'm just learning to  understand

the circumstates that no longer the same that all

that had happened between us has ended, changed and different

I'm learning to live 

learning unfamiliar without you

I was still in the same 

but the more I realize I'm atill have to learn a lot

 

 

may... elailans